When I first moved to Branson, Missouri, I didn’t think there would be much hope or purpose here for me. I had just left New York City, where people say, “If you can make it here, you can make it anywhere.” But addiction was my focus. Marijuana and opiates became more important than any potential future I might have had in Brooklyn. The endless possibilities were overshadowed by my need to feel good and avoid the discomfort of withdrawal symptoms.
Yet, God had bigger plans for me—a life beyond addiction, grounded in faith, recovery, and healing. Moving to Branson was more than a change in location; it was the start of a season of self-discovery and spiritual growth. Each step along the way, God showed me glimpses of His plan, like little “Easter eggs” of hope, to remind me that I am on the right path.
Looking back on my journey—from my roots in Taiwan to my turbulent years in New York City, and now to Branson—I can see God’s presence in every chapter. Each detail was part of His purpose, guiding me toward recovery and a meaningful life. The fact that I’m here, in this exact moment and place, isn’t by chance; it’s a part of a greater plan. I think of Queen Esther’s story, when Mordecai reminded her, “Perhaps you were born for such a time as this.” We each have a unique purpose, designed by God, and we can find peace in embracing that promise.
Recovery from addiction isn’t easy, and I’ve learned that firsthand. There were many moments when I strayed far from God’s path. My journey to New York was filled with challenges and addiction, yet God used even my darkest moments to teach me and bring me back to Him. In His grace, God can take our mistakes and turn them into powerful lessons for growth and healing.
While my memories of Brooklyn include some difficult times, I also cherish moments where God’s presence felt undeniable. Now that I’m in Branson, surrounded by a faith-based community, I can look back with gratitude for the peace I’ve found here—something I never experienced during my years of addiction.
In a world that often pressures us to conform, many people find themselves lost in addiction. Society encourages us to act, think, and feel in specific ways, leaving little room to be our true selves. But God designed each of us with unique qualities. We are His masterpieces—each of us an individual work of art, crafted with intention. Imagine if we embraced what makes us different instead of competing with one another. The world often tells us that connection requires conformity, but true connection comes when we share who we genuinely are.
God didn’t create us without hope or purpose. Every aspect of creation, from landscapes to colors, sounds to tastes, was crafted to enrich our lives. God designed it all to satisfy our needs, spark our imaginations, and bring joy to our souls.
In the same way, God is attentive to every detail of our lives—the small ones we overlook and the significant events that shape us. He is aware of every decision, problem, and worry. Even on this winding path of recovery, He’s with us, helping us through each step, showing us a way forward.
Living out God’s will for our lives brings true joy and fulfillment, especially in recovery. The journey may not always be easy, but when we seek His guidance and follow His purpose, we receive His very best. God knew our purpose from the beginning, and He wants us to embrace it wholeheartedly. The journey through recovery, faith, and self-discovery is challenging, but it leads us to the life we were meant to live.
If you’re ready to find purpose and healing beyond addiction, take that first step today. You are not alone in this journey—whether you’re struggling with addiction, mental health, or searching for a deeper spiritual connection. Surround yourself with a supportive community, seek counseling, and discover your unique purpose through faith and recovery. This path may be challenging, but it leads to freedom and fulfillment that only God can provide.
Connect with me here or on my YouTube channel, @GritToGrace, where I share more insights, inspiration, and support for those on the path of addiction recovery and spiritual healing. Let’s walk together in this journey toward freedom, faith, and a fulfilling future.
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